MY SHADOW

Your my shadow. So now I don't feel the need to cry because you will never leave my side. Not a day goes by that I dont think of you and still wish you were here, but I know you are always with me and I will always carry you...OXOXOXOXO Jaylin!!!

I Remember

I Remember

It was 5 years ago. This same day Friday, April 6th 2007. This would be the last day that I would carry you. Neither of us knowing what the next couple of hours would bring. The last day that our hearts beat as one and the last day that I would feel you kick or move inside me. I think back to this day and hold on to that memory that has kept me through these years and knowing that you were destined to only live within my body, heart and soul and not to live with me here on earth. For there were greater plans for you, somebody so perfect and beautiful that could only be called an angel, my angel. Today I celebrate this day, the last day I carried you with me, connected to me which right now you stil remain through LOVE!

Getting back to Blogging!

I know its been forever, but honestly its been very very very hard to write lately. I figured since Jaylin's birthday is coming up soon, I should get back to my blog and atleast try to maintain it. I really enjoy it and officially made the committment to continue it. Jordan's birthday is a couple days away and I can't believe my little boy is turning 3. Where did the time go. Yes I sit and utter amazement at the fact that next month Jaylin would've turned 5 years old! I'll save my thoughts and feeling for that time, but now I just wanted to update my blog and for anyone reading, let them know I'm still here, just lost for words over the past year I guess.