Tuesday, January 22, 2008

Fustrated but Having Hope!

I guess it's just one of those days. I miss Jaylin so much right now. I am just sad that she is not hear and will never be. I wonder sometimes when will I stop missing her so much, or when will the pain stop cutting like a knife in my heart.

Fustrated at the Fact that I have no control over what happens to my body. I am getting excited about going to the dr in a couple weeks, but fustrated that I am still going through infertility after being a pregnant and ALMOST making it to full term.

I still have hope that it will happen, and that day will come when I finally get to hold a beautiful baby in my arms to love for the rest of my life


mrsmuelly said...

You WILL hold a baby...and it will be soon. I am so sorry that you have had to go through all this. It just plain s*cks! I'm counting down to your appt. with you :-)

the love of GOD said...

I ran pass your page by mistake; not looking for it ,but i am sure happy i did.I have read every blog you have left.i am so sorry that GOD felt it was best for your beautiful little girl to come home early.please know that he has his arms around her and no harm is being done to her.May God bless your life with a child that you may give all the love you have in your heart.I hope your next appt will be good and blessed.